"All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen

I wish I was your favorite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
I wish you'd never forget
The look on my face when we first met

Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that without me your heart would break"
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This is what I thought I wanted!!! But I've come

to realize that your words were nothing but an act...

Sometimes we romanticize people just because we love

them, we pretend they are what we only have eyes to see…I

placed you in a pedestal, I created the best man I could ever

think of, just because I wanted you to be. But the truth is,

not you, not anybody so far, actually deserves to be so high

up in the sky making you untouchable for

commoners. You have to earn your pedestal, you have to

work hard to keep it, and I thought you were worth of it,

because you seemed to be….a gentleman; you paid

my bill, you opened my door, you took me home, you

bought me the best gift  for Christmas and my

birthday, you appreciated my parents, you were

respectful, polite like no other, you were sweet and caring,

you were well spoken and had great dinner manners,

I was your bloody princess for God’s sake!!! YOU were

MY knight in shining armor, and I thought then, that my quest

for love had actually come to an end. I was going to look

no more,‘cause I had my guy and he was the best  this planet

could ever come up with!...But surprice surprice!!!!!  

He was NOT really!!!! I cried to my sleep when I lost you,

I tried to convince myself that it was all a test and that soon

enough we would be together again. But  life hit me in the face,

and without asking, without any warning and without me

wanting to know, I got to identify the real you. Turns out you

were not my gentleman; you were not my knight, you are

like any other guy! I even dare to say you could even be

worst than most! And I don’t know how I could ever believe

when you said I was not worth it, when in fact, I am

too much of a woman for you to handle! You let me down

in a way I never thought possible, YOU  were the best in

my heart but now…you are just the worst in my book!